yes.
finally.
im blogging.
and oso finally.
i made the decision.
the decision that i dunwish to make actually.
but i have to.
in order to stop everything.
i cried after makin the decision.
the 3rd time i cried for this.
haiz.
whatever.
dun wish to talk abt it anymore.
coz i dunwan to be an irritant.
work is fine these few days.
and nw..
i start to dislike this particular supervisor.
coz she is kind of makin me wanna smack her.
yes of coz i will nt.
coz im juz there for attachment
ha!
whatever la.
her attitude puts me off sometimes.
and theres another supervisor whom i used to dislike.
but nw..
i prefer her to the other 1.
ha!
okok
i know i know.
im childish.
ha!!
but at least she do talks to me..
and she dun give that stuck up attitude.
though she sometimes do things nt correctly but..
nvm
whatever la.
okok..
well..
i actually start to like the workplace more n more.
the chefs..
are so cheeky...
Ah Chai.
a thick-skinned guy.
who demand ppl to give him a kiss if wan eat breakfast.
ha!!!
er xin.
another 1.
duno what name.
always laughin.
but onli this 2 always come and ka jiao us.
they do make my day and make me forget what im goin thru.
though they are quite crazy sometimes.
haa!!!!~
the indo trainee there.
Ade and Kiki.
they are nice ppl that always help me with my bar.
Ade always helpin when i cant cope.
Kiki always givin me words of encouragement.
and i miss Joyner.
the crappings and biatchin.
ha!!!
and im so happy these few days.
coz ALEX is nt theRE!!
wahahahaha!
=x
went for service ystrday.
den after that go coffee club @ marina square.
to look for Yuxing.
theirs is so cool.
i mean..
GOOD!
have 2 bar tenders.
and mine..
ONLI ME ALONE!
whats this la.
so sad 1 lo..
nvm.watever la.
but i think i will miss the bar.
haa!!!~
ok.
enuf of work.
as for today.
had performance.
totally boring.
i rushed dwn frm work juz to play 3 songs.
and i onli practice each song ONCE!
ok.
dun say coz i PRO ma.
im nt.
den my ZR.
haiz..
gt to go sch repair it on wed le.
duno what to blog oso.
im veri confused nw.
havin headache.
nt feelin well.
bye bloggie
hw i wish i nv make that decision.
but i cant turn back the time.
what done can never be undone.
when a hurt is implanted.
a scar will be etched.
nthin can remove it except lightenin it.
its jus another scar i had in me.
the 2nd one that etched so deeply within me.
all becoz of me..
being such a naive gal.
is it wrong to be naive..
perhaps it is.
and to grow out of that..
i got to go thru the hard way.
and thus i became who i m today.
i may nt be strong.
but i believe i can grow stronger and stronger in controlling my tears...
and oso to guard my heart...
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